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#1 03-27-2014 01:50:19

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mental health

has anyone else been diagnosed with depression/other mental health issues and is on meds? i feel like the odd one out here.
i've been diagnosed with clinical depression and borderline personality disorder and i'm on Lexapro and Wellbutrin. so whats up with you guys?


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#2 03-27-2014 02:13:29

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Re: mental health

self diagnosed bipolarism and insanity

i self medicate with marijiuana. helps with the stress of life. also have tinkered with shrooms and those generally open my mind to different perceptions of reality, helps with coming to terms with who i am and the nature of the universe. my dad prescribed my some anxiety medication but I don't take it because I don't like how it makes me feel. Overall, generally getting along.


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#3 03-27-2014 02:19:02

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Re: mental health

Was diagnosed with Aspergers back when I was ~3 or something. Was put on a lot of meds. They all sucked. I got off of them now.

I don't really think there's a good way to just medicate mental problems away. They need to be dealt with.


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#4 03-27-2014 02:31:17

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Re: mental health

schizoid or avoidant personality disorder.

who knows.


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#5 03-27-2014 02:38:30

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Re: mental health

Honey Suckling Insect wrote:

self diagnosed bipolarism and insanity

i self medicate with marijiuana. helps with the stress of life. also have tinkered with shrooms and those generally open my mind to different perceptions of reality, helps with coming to terms with who i am and the nature of the universe. my dad prescribed my some anxiety medication but I don't take it because I don't like how it makes me feel. Overall, generally getting along.

tekwerk wrote:

Was diagnosed with Aspergers back when I was ~3 or something. Was put on a lot of meds. They all sucked. I got off of them now.

I don't really think there's a good way to just medicate mental problems away. They need to be dealt with.

I agree. I self medicate with weed when I can, but the medicines I'm on right now seem to be helping me quite a bit. I was on Abilify for 4-5 months and I gained 30+ lbs and did a lot of stupid stuff because it impaired my thinking and motor skills. I'm convinced it took atleast half of my brain cells with it


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#6 03-27-2014 04:28:37

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Re: mental health

I got diagnosed by some doctor with PPD, ADD, and depression, he wanted me to take meds but i can deal with it

i don't touch drugs because my dad is an absolute shithead who does nothing but get high all day

i self-medicate with schoolwork and league


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#7 03-27-2014 04:53:04

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I self medicate with masturbation and procrastination.


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#8 03-27-2014 04:55:35

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Re: mental health

i spoke too soon guys now i'm all sad and grumpy again. fml


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#9 03-27-2014 05:25:13

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Re: mental health

just took mdma for the first time. What an experience. It really was crazy how passionate and beautiful everything I saw and did was. Music was absolutely beautiful. But it is no means a permanent solution, the happiness from it is rather addicting and no substitution for actual joy in life. Still though, good experience, had good bonding with some of my friends.

EDIT: would not recommend it for self-medicating yourself to better your mental health or yourself as a person. It's a good time, but it's too short duration to make any psychological revelation during it, not to mention its inhibition-lessoning effects make it hard to focus on deciphering your own contemplations over the observations of the place you are in and the people you are with.


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#10 03-27-2014 06:47:12

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Re: mental health

I have social anxiety and people who know me irl say I'm slightly autistic
also I'm depressed alot but it's probably due to the fact I never socialize outside of the internet

I refuse to do drugs mainly because of when I had to stop smoking when I was 12 (I started when I was like 6-7 I don't remember) because I realized that I might have to take care of my brother and sister soon so I should stop wasting money. And not smoking for a day felt like I was suffocating let alone not smoking for three months, so I never want to get physically addicted to anything again
I have waifu and music to help me I guess


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#11 03-27-2014 16:13:03

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Re: mental health

i used to take adheral for ADHD but now i dont


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#12 03-27-2014 16:23:56

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Re: mental health

all i do is play video games for "self medication"

thats it lol

music makes me feel worse i find

also candy is great


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#13 03-27-2014 16:29:12

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Re: mental health

i used to be really social and i was always hanging out with people. now all i do is sit around the house and read


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#14 03-27-2014 21:43:53

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Re: mental health

same

also after better research i probably dont have schizoid personality disorder. i say that as if i have any authority to diagnose myself lmao.

im far more closer to avoidant personality disorder though. although being an introvert probably doesnt help. i can literally explain why but i'd rather not. and that's not the self diagnosed AvPD talking.


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#15 03-27-2014 21:49:42

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Re: mental health

my problem is i'm always lonely yet i don't wanna socialize with people. i had a nervous breakdown at the beginning of the school year and went on homeschool. everyone used to know who i was now i think literally 2 people where i live remember who i am LOL


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#16 03-27-2014 22:02:12

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i know that feel but thats mostly because i dont ever like talking about myself to other people and the first thing anyone ever wants to know is stuff about yourself. there's very few people i can trust anymore because people are terrible and find solace in making other people feel like shit. (it's hard to even type that here knowing how certain people are.) i also tend to stick with a small number of people who i consider close friends. i used to do that here and in the mumble but i can hardly stand being in mumble for anything other than league because again, people are terrible and i got sick of being bitched at for enjoying things and looking out for myself.


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#17 03-27-2014 22:06:05

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i know that feel it's amazing no one makes fun of me considering how whiny i can get. i'm your friend 5ever darkz


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#18 03-27-2014 23:13:23

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like idk i feel like if i actually have AvPD then i probably shouldnt come here to begin with.

i mean technically the same terrible people that made me stop going to mumble dont do much here but honestly the more i think about it the more it just seems like it's not worth it. i technically did already leave a while ago but people were asking me to come back so i did just to see what was up and it hasnt really gotten any better i feel. it's deader than it was before and nothing really happens that keeps me coming back other than league and even that's gone from one or two games a week to like one or two games a month.

like there's no reason to say anything because those people who cause problems wouldnt budge or change and really it's not worth the trouble it would cause.

so it's like, what's even the point.


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#19 03-27-2014 23:20:51

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Re: mental health

i know what you mean. i think the reason i try not to socialize is because i know even if i do have friends they'll all leave me anyway. fuck i used to be kinda popular, there was always a person around me that i could talk to. but most of my "friends" talked shit about me behind my back, made fun of me, or were just general assholes.
now i'm friendless woop woop


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#20 03-27-2014 23:39:25

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are there any meds that can make you not gay


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#21 03-27-2014 23:55:34

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i found new friends while sticking with the old friends i know i can actually kind of trust.


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#22 03-28-2014 00:34:57

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Re: mental health

i have depression, no fancy diagnosis or anything but severe enough that i used to go to counselors and shit like that and they gave up one me after i skipped 3 months of appointments (it was the shitty school guidance counselor who spent more time asking what drugs i do than helping me with my depression) so instead i just have to talk to a psychiatrist every so often outside of school
i fit every symptom of aspergers but i havent gotten an actual diagnosis of any kind
and chances are theres a lot more fucked up shit in my head thats an undiagnosed mental disorder

i self medicate with weed and its definitely is a good mood stabilizer and makes me more comfortable in social situations


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#23 03-28-2014 01:39:29

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have had depression for a good 5 years now, runs in the family genetically. always comes in bursts every few days... and 3/4 of the times I go out in public I pretty much get depressed one way or another from rubbing other people the wrong way, giving off a bad impression or just naturally being reminded of how awkward I am outside. don't know if I see life getting any better any time soon. I really just need to find something to make me happy and snowball from there, but I don't really find the motivation to. I've recently spent a bit more time with my brother and it's made me a tad bit happier but last time I went out and him and parents I ended up breaking down a bit and I wound up getting what felt like being scolded... but I knew my brother acted this way to me because he cares, so it makes all the much worse. I'm living a great life, i'm in a first-world country, i'm middle-class, I've got food, a shelter, a bed to lie down on, and that in turn makes me feel a lot worse about my depression constantly rolling around, because I should be really happy with what i've got, and I understand that.

I do not smoke, I do not take any anti-depressants, nor do I take therapy sessions. I would probably have therapy right now but because of numerous other reasons i'm too afraid to confront my family about it.

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#24 03-28-2014 02:29:20

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i used to have to go to therapy when i was probation. it's not as bad as people make it out to be you just sit and talk about what's been going on in your life.
i've really been depressed ever since i can remember. i've always been self harming, not necessarily cutting myself but when i was little i would pull all my hair out, bash my head against walls etc.


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#25 03-28-2014 08:06:20

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there's probably a lot wrong with me but i've never been diagnosed with anything (because i've never gone anywhere for it, my parent's don't really notice anything)

i'm probably a psychopath though, /shrug


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